Perhaps I wouldn't have wrecked my body so much the first time around! Let me dish to you inside!
OK, so I just went to the internet and wanted to grab a somewhat random picture and then caption it, without much forethought. Found this one, and immediately thought, "Damn! I'd love to have my knees work like THAT again!" Due to baseball and hockey injuries .. I have had my cartilage scoped a few times before I was 16 .. and then tore and/or sprained MCL and ACLs as well in my late 20's.
Right there and then, I figured that this would be a good meta caption starring myself, and let it go wherever my brain took me. While I was doing that, some real life crept into the plot too, as I will be going on a "date" this weekend, and perhaps will be scoring as well. I've 'hung' out with her a few times, and at this point I've had both vaccine shots, and she had her 2nd one earlier this week, so if we wish, I think we are both DTF+ if the opportunity arises. Playing it cool at the moment, as it's been just over a year since I lost my forever person, and around that time she was escaping an abusive relationship.
So anyway, I do feel quite young again, in that weird way where you're not sure where to put your hands, and there's that electric feeling between two people that do have some physical chemistry. We're both learning things like what certain emojis REALLY mean, and what DTF stands for!
There's trepidation but also hope for some happiness. She's helped me get through that rough patch of March, and I'm helping her through the anxiety of rebuilding her life. My eyes are wide open, and we shall see where this leads. Right now it just feels nice to breathe, be able to relax and not stare down existential dread for 24/7. Lot's of hurdles to get through, but we both know they are there, so you have to get into the starting blocks and run the race you're assigned to run. Stay tuned everyone!
So please do comment below on this blog exclusive and tell us what you'd like to do if you became much younger and female! Also, any hints for someone who is about to start "dating" a new woman for the first time in over 20 years?!? Perhaps I'll have deets for you sometime laterz if you all behave!
So, how many of you went to Lilith Fair to try to pick up women? Definitely seems like the sort of place you'd go if you were looking for a girl that had magical powers to make you the girl you always thought you should be! I'm not a big fan of the Indigo Girls though, so I'd have scooted before their set!