Sometimes you need to pay attention to what really matters.
So, I went with a sweet caption today. Trying to keep my energy focused on positivity .. hope I can do the same for you. I want for you all to be the best you that you could possibly be, with no boundaries or things that can hold you back. We only get a certain amount of time here in meat space, and no matter what you think, you matter!
I am slowly working on myself. Trying to heal old wounds that rear up. Memories that just gut me every time they reappear in my brain. I now realize that the scars are worse than the initial cut could ever be. Those take much more time to let others see the reason you have them. Being vulnerable to new people is so scary. We protect ourselves with walls so that most of the world will leave you alone. Then often, those that provide you sanctuary pass away, and then you end up the one that is by yourself.
But you aren't alone .. not really. It's just another construct, another defense mechanism. To be comfortable in your own skin, you must be ready to let others see you for what you really are. I'm not there yet. I admire those that can. Everyday, I want to be a step closer. Walk with me for a minute, a day, a year, or two decades. You all shall help me see where my path will lead. Much love to you all!