Well, look at that. Dee made a trading caption! Will wonders never cease?
My car threw a check engine light today, so my plans were dashed .. and I figured, perhaps it's a sign that need to make some captions. I wanted to make something for LacySlipLover, so I went online and let the images wash over me, trying to stimulate my captioning senses.
I found a few photos that worked, and I ended up with a bit of a theme for the two captions I created today .. that of "things are the same, yet different". You'll see, probably in the next post, that even the poses are almost the same, but the vibe is not the same.
For Lacy, she likes to have a loving situation, one of acceptance .. so this is what I leaned into on this caption. In case you didn't get the inference, the Mistress and the wife are the same person. So it's to show that while Ron and Lacy can exist in the same body, his wife can also take on different personas.
It is something I've struggled over the years to figure out. I've thought that whoever I am is pretty much who I am .. all the time. And it was hard, believe it or not, to let my imagination take over when I'm in real life, and I've not been one to give up control very much, especially when it comes to sexual adventures. In general, I tend to attract submissive women romantically, and I hate to say it .. its how I tend to view them in everyday life as well, and in bed. Not beneath me or anything, but that I'm there to protect them, and support their needs, etc .. And I guess that if I do show weakness, they aren't going to think the same of me.
Maybe I am insecure, but perhaps it's just a quirk that I am trying to correct, even though I am now in my 40's. At least I hope it's a quirk. I really want to find love again after losing my forever person; and if not that, perhaps a meaningful physical connection .. and I'm being open that perhaps I need to adapt and go with the flow more. That need for control has led me to just put definitions and rules to what I am looking for, and it seems silly on an intellectual level. Is it something ingrained in me, or just Damien being stubborn .. or hang ups because even though I'm an adult .. I really don't have a good sense of self.
Yeah, I know this is fairly deep for a post about TG captions, but it does go to something often seen in this community .. which is the reality? My existence on this planet has mostly be one of adapting to my surroundings as best I can so I can survive. I'm starting to wonder if that is actually what I am .. a person that just goes with whatever way things are flowing, instead of being the person that I really am, which at this point, I really have no idea what defines me. Am I just an expansive yet shallow pool, or do I have any actual substance, even if it's the radius of a bucket?
Well, I hope you enjoy the caption anyway .. and that perhaps I've made you think? Do comment below, and perhaps there'll be some good conversation to be had there!
Leave it to Iggy Pop to cut through the bullshit. You're wearing a mask, which mask are you?